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Ever since I was a very little girl writing is all I ever had to express myself. I am not one to talk to people; never really had anyone there for me at least not anyone who stuck around. What you are reading here is highly personal; more than you'll want to know about me. . .but it is my link to sanity. . .

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Confusion?!?!?!

Living in a cloud of confusion, desperately searching to discover the answers. Do they even exist? Will I ever find them? Will they be what I expect? Will I have made the right choices?

Scenarios swirl around my jumbled mind, each one more disturbing than the last.

Sunday, November 27, 2005

Misc Thoughts Of Mine

Paths are chosen; boundaries are laid; lines are drawn.

The paths before us are encased in fog, and behind us; disappear.

Boundaries exist only to entrap rather than protect and the lines can never be completely erased.

Regret is purposeless: the only way to change the past is to redirect your future.

I have yet to discover anything is as I had imagined, hoped, or dreamt it may be.

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Morning Glory

Ahh…
The first morning dew

The sun is rising
The fog is lifting

I uncurl myself to accept
All the morning has to offer

The quenching drops of dew
The sun’s warming rays

The Glory of the morning is mine alone
I release my beauty for few to see

Midday is arriving
I have drunk all the dew
The sun’s rays are burning

I must re-curl myself-
I must hide from the world

My day is done
I will return
But only in the
Glory of Morning

Sunday, November 06, 2005

I am ME

You say you want to know WHO I am
I say I am ME

You ask who is ‘ME’
I say I am a Mother, a Friend, a Lover, a Companion

I am Courageous yet Cowardly
Outspoken yet Shy

I am Thoughtful and Considerate yet Hasty and Bold
I have Goals and Dreams and Desires

What more should you be told

You say that is WHAT you are
I want to know WHO you are

I say WHAT I am makes me WHO I am
And I am ME!