Where did we go wrong?

Everlasing - Unconditional Love...Does such a love exist?
Will we ever manage to find it if it does?
Will it find us?
Will we be able to recognize it?
Whatever happened to our days of friendship, laughter and fun?
How can we live out the rest of days in this hell we have created?
How do we begin to find ourselves and each other?
I love you dearly and miss you as well as us more than words can express.
I so fear that we may be lost beyond being able to be found.
Please say it isn't so.
Please say you want to help me find all that we have lost. . .
All that we may have never had to begin with.