I have been foolish enough to let you know I care about you,
though not foolish enough to let you know how much.
I am mesmerized by your smile, hypnotized by your eyes, consumed by thoughts of you.
I long to feel your arms wrapped around me - holding me gently, securely - never letting me go. My heart breaks a little more each day, knowing you'll never be mine.
I've surrendered myself to dreams that will never come true.
I don't know how I make it through the days when I can't see you. Just talking with you brings a smile so grand it hurts. But it's a good kind of pain.
I want to know everything about you - your thoughts, your dreams, your aspirations.
I want to be the one you turn to when things aren't right.
I want to be the one to make everything in your life seem worth it.
You deserve so much better than I will ever be.
Yet, I can not deny there's a small part of me that can't help but to think...
I am just what you need.
I wish I had the courage to let you know just how very much I am in love with you and how badly I wish you would love me back.
